Wednesday, May 30
23:30
mOn's bD i thInk kIndA scrEwed...feLt sO unprEpAred...haIz...anYwAy thE prEsEntAtIon aLr ovEr...nO uSe pOndErIn ovEr iT...wEnt hOme aftEr tAt...haIz...tUt wOnt rEsUme tiL lAst wK oF jUne...sO mEanIn nO incOme..
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fEel sO tIred aftEr thE prEsEntAtIon...aftEr ia&F wEnt liB tO cOmpletE thE exCeL sprEadshEet...hEadEd tO aIrPort...hAd dInnEr wIf zR n bEr aT t1 stAff cAntEen...dUty quIte aLot oF thIngs hAppEned...1sT oF aLL iS abT jAmes...gOtta scoLded bY zR...lAzy tO eLabOrAte...
thEn wEnt bT...escOrted a pAx baCk tO t1 gSt...lOlx...thEn sAw mrS snG...zR bEcAme thE tOur guIde fOr hEr...brOught hEr tO t2 tO leT hEr kIds plAyed xbOx...whiLe shE shOpped...thEn wE wEnt tO audIt...wEnt baCk arD 840 tO fEtCh thEm tO theIr gAte...theIr nAme wAs eVen annOunCed thrU thE pA sYstEm...hEr 2nD sOn iS sO cUte...hE stAnd aT thE aErObrIdgE thEre n wAitEd tO wAve aT uS...
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aftEr theIr jOggIn...wEnt fOr cyA mEetIn aT lt5A...bUt thE leC haLL iS in uSe sO wAitEd tiLL likE 1 b4 wE cAn gO in...n thEn sOme tEchnIcaL fauLt...thE mEetIn stArted arD 1 plUz gOing tO 2...thEy r annOucIn thE snR rOvEr liSt pLuz thE cOmmIttEe...sO wAs rEaLLy shOckEd tO sEe tAt mY nAme wAs in thE liSt cUz i wAsn't infOrmEd b4hAnd aT aLL...
dIdn't rEaLLy prEpAre tO stAy on...bUt i toLd thEm i dUn wIsh tO cOnt'd...thEn jW aSked mE oUt fOr a taLk...n aSked mE tO thInk thrU sErIousLy...sO i hAf tO gIve thEm an anS aSap...bEen thInkIn abT tIz thE whoLe dAy...i stiLL cAnt cOme tO a cOncLusIon...
cOnt'd or nOt tO cOnt'd...
stAy or nOt tO stAy...
thIngs hoLdIn mE baCk:
wOrkIn in t3...sOunds intEreStIn rItez...
thE sEnsE oF achIevEmEnt heLpIn pAxs...
n i likE wOrkIn in thE aIrpOrt...
hOwevA on thE othEr hAnd...
shLd mOve on aftEr 2 yrS in cyA...
shLd gIve thE jUnIors a chAncE oF bEIng sEnIor...
mOst oF thE snRs wiLL bE leAvIn...
nOt beIng abLe tO hAndLe fInAncIaLLy...
mOst imPtLy i nEed sOme pErsOnaL tIme tO mYseLf...
tO cOncEntrAte on mY studIes n prOjeCts...
diLemmA...
shLd i jUz stIck tO mY dEcIsIon...