SORRY I WASN'T ANGRY WIF ANY OF U ALL JUZ NOW...I'M JUZ ANGRY?!?! FED UP?!?! ABOUT MYSELF...MIXED EMOTIONS...THERE WAS A FEW TIMES I ALMOST CRIED OUT...I REALLY CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE...Y MUZ ALL TIZ BE HAPPENING...I'M REALLY SICK OF IT... EVERYTHING DOESN'T SEEMS TO BE RITEZ IN THE 1ST PLACE...Y CANT I JUZ GET WAT I WAN?...ITS JUZ A DUTY DAY N EVERY1 IS FIGHTING FOR IT...I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE...I RATHER GIVE UP EVERYTHIN...Y DID I PASS THE INTERVIEW?...Y CANT I JUZ BE COUNTER CYA?...Y DID I CONT'D CYA?...OR Y I JOIN CYA IN THE 1ST PLACE?...N MAYB I SHLDN'T EVEN EXIST AT ALL...N I'LL BE FREE OF ALL TIZ TROUBLES... PERHAPS WAT DES SAY IS CORRECT...THE FASTEST N EASIEST SOLUTION IS TO QUIT CYA...I REALLY DUNNO...AT 1ST I THINK QUITTING DOESN'T SOLVE ANY BUT PERHAPS I'M WRONG...INDEED IT MIGHT BE THE BEST SOLUTION OF ALL...THEN THEY WONT HAF TO KEEP ASKING ME AGAIN...N I WON'T BE TAT BOTHERED ANYMORE...TIZ WHOLE THING IS DRIVING EVERY1 CRAZY... EVERY OF THEM HAF THEIR GOOD REASONS TO Y THEY CANT CHANGE TO OTHER DAYS...IT SEEMS TAT MINE IS NOT AS GOOD AS COMPARED TO THEM BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN TAT IT'S NOT IMPT M I RITEZ...NONE OTHER DAYZ SEEMS TO FIT ME AS WELL...JUZ CUZ MY REASON NOT GOOD MEANS I HAF TO GIVE UP THE SPACE ON WED...I REALLY RATHER BE COUNTER CYA THAN TO BE SENIOR ROVER...WAT'S THE BIG DEAL OF BEING ROVER...IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER TO ME ANYWAY... I DUNNO WAT TO SAY NOW...GOD CAN U GIVE ME THE ANS...I'M TIRED N FRUSTRATED OF ALL TIZ...WHEN ITS ALL TIZ GOING TO END...MAYB I SHLDN'T BE SO PERSISTENT ABT IT...SHLD I JUZ QUIT...I HAF NO IDEA NOW...ALL CONFUSED... SCH'S JUZ STARTED N ALL TIZ HAPPENED...I WONDER WAT OTHER BAD THINGS NXT COMING UP...N I DOUBT MY APPEAL FOR TOURISM WILL BE SUCCESSFUL AS WELL...SIANZ SIANZ SIANZ...HAIZ...
