Thursday, February 2
23:53
hAiz...dUnnO wAt's hAppEnIng sIax...sUddEnLy eVerythIn iS oUt oF cOntroL n wE're faCing aLot oF prObleMs...eVer sInCe yEstErdAy thEy incLudIn mE hAf bEen quIte angrY wIf peggIe n krIstEne fOr nOt cOntrIbutIn muCh tO thE idEas prOjeCt sO thEre's aLwAyz tEnsIon thEre whEneVa wE're tOgEthEr...iTs likE sO awkwArd cAnt stAnd iT lOhz...
i aLso dUnnO y nOw thE sItuAtIon wiLL bEcOme likE tAt...hOw i wIsh thIngs cAn rEturN tO lAst tIme...prObabLy wE dIdn't handLe thE prObLem weLL...i fEel abIt guiLty n sAd oF cUz fOr thIngs rEsuLtIn tiLL likE tAt...
tOdAy wE wEnt sEe kEn kwAn n taLk abT tIz whOle thIng...hE sUggEstEd tAt wE spLit grOup n thEy hAnd uP theIr owN prOposaL...wE'rE aLL rEally in a diLemmA...cAn sEe kArEn's thE mOst sAd dE...shE's crYin uPon mEntIonIng iT...i aLso cAnt heLp iT lOhz...hAiz...
thEn cOmes tO thE crUciaL pOint whEn wE'vE tO teLL thE trUth tO thEm...wE reaLLy dUnnO hOw wE shLd teLL thEm lOhz...or thOugh i nOe beIng frAnk iS thE beSt bUt wE jUz cOuLdn't brIng oUrseLves tO teLL thEm abT aLL tIz...
aftEr ecOn tUt wEnt tO fInd kk...bUt cAnnOt fInd hIm sO waItEd oUtsIde thE offIce thEre...thEn thEy aLL wEnt oFF tO fInd hIm leFt mE stAndIn thEre cOpyIn nOtes wIf peGGie...i gUeSs tAt's mY mOst mIsErabLe mOmEnt sIax...shE stArtEd qnS-ing mE y nV caLL hEr whEn fInd kK...i wAs likE wAt shLd i sAy...u gEt wAt i mEan...i'm reaLLy stUck thEre n wIf nTh tO sAy...i nOe iS vEry hUrtfuL tO thEm bUt thEre's reaLLy nTh wE cAn dO u sEe...
i wAs qUite qUieT dUrIng thE "cOnfrOntAtIon"...mOst oF thE taLking wAs dOne bY pAm n vAneSsa...i stAyed untiL 5 b4 i leFt fOr cYa...cYA wAs slaCkIn agAin...wEnt rOve awhiLe thEn mEet wL n wE hAd dInnEr aT sUbwAy agAin...hAHaz...sIt aT thE plaCe lOok aT aErOplanE fLy...hAhaz...tIme pAst quItE fAst prObabLy cUz wE r lAte fOr likE 40 mIns...lOlx...
on thE wAy hOme...rEcEivEd pAm's mSg trIckEd mE sAid i gOttA jOin thEm fOr thE idEas...i wAs likE wTh cAn reaLLy crY iF in thE sAme grP wIf thEm lOhz...bUt luCkiLy iTs nOt lAhz...sO scAred...hAhaz...